
Origin Story


When we designed the English major at MassBay, we thought we had until the spring before the first candidate would be eligible to graduate. But I got a message from a student Diego Roche (oh, I've heard that name) in August of 2016 saying that he'd be all buttoned up by December except for this one required course, Advanced Writing. What was that all about, and could he do an independent study? Well, he'd have to! So, I agreed to work with Diego, we signed him up, and within a day I heard from Joshua Klein: What was this advanced writing independent study that popped up online, and, soon enough, could he get in on it?
I was hoping to produce the first issue of a new magazine with a full class in the spring, to publish in May. Could we do it by early December? Well, mostly hell yeah! Our timeline reduced our chances to iterate, and we went to print with tasks still undone, bleedlines unheeded. I remember Josh turning to me the day before stop and saying, "I really don't think we should put page numbers in the table of contents, because I can't guarantee anything at this point." But you promised me a magazine. The two of you did. And you delivered. We can call it lumiere, Diego said in 503, like the photographers, and like the lantern of MassBay, putting the light on our community. Yes, Diego. Yes we can.
But we didn't do it alone. People found out what we were doing, saw us arguing excitedly about Josh's chalkboard diagrams. And they wanted in on it, too. Christian Hardy, our poet/legal/engineer renaissance man, making anything grow with the thoughtful gaze of his attention. Branden Lacroix, rolling saving throws for submissions against a premature dismissal, holding a poem up by the window so we could see it refracted, freshly. And have you ever met a person like JayJay? I sure haven't. I swear it was her Mountain Dew-induced snorts that called Chewy, Sabrina, Paulo, and everyone else into our staff meetings (3 snorts and it's an official meeting!). But her singular uniqueness that drew them to our staff...and kept doing so after Diego and Josh launched into projects on new terrain. For issue 2, and issue 3, and issue 4. Wow. What a ride.
We'd like to take some time and make some space, on this page and in our lives, to recognize those staff. Part of lumiere's renewed 10-year mission is to shine its light in more impactful ways, taking a closer at artists themselves and a closer look under the hood, at craft.
Help us evolve. Help us help art and artists thrive. Reach out at litmag@massbay.edu if you're interested in collaborating or learning more.
—Matt Walsh, Professor of English, lumiere faculty advisor
Meet the Team
Press/Accomplishments
In 2018, lumière secured second place and in 2019 placed third in the Community College Humanities Association 2019 National Literary Magazine Competition (CCHA) for small colleges in the Eastern Division. In 2023, MassBay students earned first place in the categories of short fiction and song lyrics.
lumière, has been awarded the prestigious rank of Superior from the National Council of Teachers of English (NCTE) in their 2023 Recognizing Excellence in Arts and Literary Magazines (REALM) contest.
The REALM program publicly recognizes excellent literary magazines produced by students with the support of their teachers and professors. REALM is designed to encourage all schools to develop literary magazines that celebrate the art and craft of writing. Schools in all 50 states, the District of Columbia, U.S. territories, Canada, and American schools abroad are eligible to submit their magazines for entry.
LENA SEBUGWAWO
I had been thinking about creating a magazine for our non-profit organization, Suubi Community Development Organisation, for quite some time, but I wasn’t sure where to start and felt hesitant about taking the first step. When I came across a course that involved working on Lumiere I knew this could be the perfect opportunity to learn the process of magazine creation and gain the skills needed to bring my idea to life.
Working on Lumiere was a major undertaking that involved brainstorming, discussions, designing, and organizing. Every team member had the chance to contribute their unique skills, ideas, and perspectives, making the 2024 edition a true representation of our college community. What I appreciated most was the variety of tasks—each member had a specific role, from updating the website and designing the magazine layout to promoting submissions, organizing events, and selecting the pieces to be published.
I won’t lie—the process required a lot of time and dedication from so many passionate individuals. One moment that stood out to me was when a woman from the community, who wasn’t a MassBay student, submitted her photographs. Her father accompanied her to the launch party, and seeing their pride and excitement was truly inspiring. That moment made me realize that a magazine isn’t just for the readers—it’s for the contributors as well. It gives people a voice, a sense of recognition, and the motivation to share their creativity with the world.
By the end of the course, I had not only gained the skills to create a magazine but also the motivation to finally start one for Suubi. Our magazine focuses on encouraging students and young women in their faith. I invited older students at our school to contribute, and now, a group of children in rural Mubende, Uganda, has a magazine filled with their own pictures and their own words. I hope this will not only strengthen their faith but also inspire them to develop their reading and writing skills, empowering them to share their stories with confidence.
DAVID EARL
When Matthew Walsh (whom I still call “Professor”) asked me to write about how my time at Lumiere affected my path beyond MassBay, the answer was at once simple and impossible. It’s affected everything, because everything started with Lumiere and the creative writing courses Professor Walsh offered. But when I do look back, the point A to point B nature of “where they are now” seems to not tell much at all. If you must know, I’ve ended up in the Masters in Fine Arts graduate program for creative writing at UMass Boston. On the way, I was briefly Editor-in-Chief of its undergraduate literary magazine The Watermark and I’ve interned at Arrowsmith Press; currently, I’m taking a course on publishing, with the hopes of getting into the business, whatever becomes of it in the future.
These are all the beads, neatly clacking together on a string, whose origin point I can reasonably call “the time I spent at MassBay.” Fine for a cover letter, perhaps. But thinking back, what strikes me most about Lumiere was what a clear view it gave down the road trodden by those who are driven, passionate, and deranged enough to curate, edit, typeset, print, promote, and propagate fiction. It let us sweat in the labor of nurturing writers, giving them a voice beyond their voice by giving mere written words the bones, flesh, and blood of a corporeal book, bound in glue, thread, or saddle-stitched and rolling off a press.
Let it be clear that Lumiere, like all literary journals, is a sausage whose processing should remain unspoken of in polite company. But that gristly churning and cranking is what I now find reassuring, for it said we, the editors, had done the work right, that we cared about the writing and the people who submitted it to our mercy. And the editor’s work is as artful as it is crude; we are caretakers and butchers who raise, brand, and slaughter our writings and writers. Do not think of the rejected writing: the smarmy political tirades drifting like gristle in lukewarm cynicism; the cloying piety and enthusiastic enjambments of incompetent poetry; and the reams of derivative drivel whose serifs seem purposed for scraping skulls clean of grey matter. When we smite down such poor writing, smugly mouthing “no” to a manuscript, do not think of how we sear shut the lips of people, snipping their disembodied vocals cords. As the launch date approaches, do not think of typesets, fonts, serifs, the clutter of running heads, paper weight, contact lists, launch parties; all hamstrings wont to shear at the very breath of the inopportune. Least of all, do not think about that clangoring demon-mascot of an Editor’s symbolic capital: the “matter of taste.” Taste—biased, irrational, sentimental taste—is the temperamental engine that powers any literary forcemeat, the tendon that brings down the swing of a culling axe. The only thing more king is simply the will to care about such a publication, a belief that it matters. And we the editors do think it matters; all this haranguing we slog through just to look for those voices that piece us, that take us around an unseen bend, move us so much that we feel awe at the very fact that it is our lowly little selves that are handling the priceless.
That is what I carry most from Lumiere—from Lumiere! Not AGNI or Ploughshares or Salamander, no, at a little literary magazine serving a community college off Route 9 in Wellesley. And magazines like these matter deeply; it’s both a miracle and no miracle at all that Lumiere continues to this day. It gives voice to those that we feel deserve to be heard for those that might not have the opportunity elsewhere; gives the MassBay community something of value, to say that we have a publication, corporeal, flesh and blood, of our own. And it’s the editing team and the venerable Professor Walsh that ensure that the most deserving voices are heard, because it matters. It’s that spirit that I carry that with all the grace I can muster towards an ever-uncertain future. And it all starts here! Right on this page!
FAISAL MURAD
It’s been over four years since I left Lumiere behind, but the experience has stayed with me ever since. In many ways, my love for writing and my belief in building writing communities were born in Lumiere’s meeting room with its long wooden table and a ceaselessly whirring humidifier that was a valuable member of our team. Now, when I teach writing at the University of Massachusetts, tutor students in the writing center, read submissions for magazines, or write my own stories, I constantly draw on that love. In fact, one specific, very comic, image is etched in my brain. It was our campaign poster for Issue 5 of Lumiere: An artist Uncle Sam, wearing a beret, holding a pencil, soliciting submissions from writers. “I want your stories,” he seems to be saying on that poster. Now, I seem to have embodied that image.
What I cherish most from my time at Lumiere is the love for stories that I found there. When I transferred to UMass Boston, the first thing I did — alongside a dear friend — was build a creative writing club. The idea was borrowed from the first creative writing club I was a part of, run by Lumiere’s Editor-in-Chief, Prof. Matt Walsh. I am happy to report that our club at UMass is running strong. Pen in hand, finger pointing, I am still approaching people to ask for stories. That feels good, like a steady, sure step towards a society connected through stories.
I also teach creative writing at Umass Boston. Though there I don’t have to directly seek out stories, my outreach radar is still alert. Every semester, I read many student pieces and try to guide my students to give their stories the shape they had envisioned. Occasionally, a story grabs a hold of me, and when it does, I make sure the students know which of our own creative journals at Umass Boston could be the right home for it.
I will leave you with this final thought: correctness, grammar, and other sentence-level concerns are all useful in their own way; and when I work at the writing center, teach academic writing, or polish my own stories, I do love shackling those run-on sentences, merging fragments, fixing misspellings and the like. But, if there is one thing I learned from my time at Lumiere, it was this: stories are so much more than the sentence-level concerns. They are emotions, histories, struggles, tears, laughs, love — the good things that connect us all. If you want to chase something, chase that connection.
Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have fiction to write and typos to pretend I never made.

Downpour by David Earl
JAYJAY
I joined lumiere on a whim. Or, rather, I was volun-told. Walking through the library of the Wellesley MassBay campus–where I am generally profoundly uncomfortable, in the presence of blase wealth presenting itself as not having wealth, where the stark differences between the quality of the Framingham buildings, classes, and campuses is even more apparent, at least at the time I, a Framingham-ite who grew up in generational poverty affecting middle-class, attended–someone from my English class grabbed my arm. I asked where we were going only to be told brusquely it didn’t matter as long as I got there.
Much to my surprise, where I was going very much did matter. Where I was going changed the course of my life.
I’m pretty sure I’d never been in charge of anything substantial. Nothing meaningful, at least. My own agency, it felt, had been severely limited. Between my own neurodivergence and the corrective “therapies” I was subjected to in the ‘90s–before the whole world waving offensive puzzle-piece banners and shouting autism acceptance claimed that it’s changed (it hasn’t) to a more compassionate version of telling children their fundamental modalities of existence are morally objectionable at worst, non-functional and ergo primed for eradication at best--life felt like a series of events inflicted upon me. I’d learned to tolerate, to endure, to accept I didn’t know best. I’d learned to taper my excitement; the way I moved and spoke, the way I expressed joy, were all based on how they may contribute to a neuromajority's arbitrary discomfort.
And I wrote poetry.
I centered my life around poetry. Poetry became a rosetta stone, the way I understood the world. The way I understood the intensity of my emotions, the private, world-consuming meaningfulness of experience, the details of the world dancing psychedelic fractals pressing down on my chest in a pregnant state of potential energy.
At each moment of my life, a book of poetry was there, a sword and a shield. Blake, Naruda, Tennyson, Baudelair, Plath, Kavanaugh, Rumi, Wordsworth, Shakespeare, Herrick, Crane, Plath, Hughes, Moore, Poe, Oliver, Hardy, Rimbaud. These are the iron girders that build the soapbox on which I stand, who understood me in my sublime joy in overlooked moments; these are the lens through which my experience fits into the world. In a world where my wrongness had seemed so loud I cannot hear myself think, the poets and their sprawling, technical forms, their unabashed expertise, their unapologetic passion gently led me into my ability to lead, know, and more importantly excerpt agency over not just my own experience but the world as a whole. As form gives verse meaningful structure; as vining plants cannot fruit without a trellis to support the enormity of their potential blooms, their knowing wanderments; through sonnet and sestina I made sense of my place in the world. Without their container, I could not be this iteration. Without lumiere, I would not have become.
Until lumiere, the intensity of my interest was one of those things I’d learned to tone down, to not express. Lumiere is where I learned I had authority on the topic; that decades of in-depth self-directed education, that vertiginous heights of passion I’d scaled, fallen down from, and decided were worth re-scaling–better, more skillfully. I learned I knew the way. And I could, maybe, show others.
I like to think it is in the lumiere meetings, at the head of the table sweating over deadlines, page metrics, cohesive design elements, outreach, that I took the training wheels of my until-then jerry-rigged expertise and saw, for the first time with perfect clarity–with all the kaleidoscopic detail–the depth, breadths, and sheer staggering height of my ability. I can remember the bile rising in my throat, bloomed from the pit of my stomach and twisted like a rustcaked crankstart at being looked to as an authority; I can taste, just as easily, the words of protest at the suggestion I become editor-in-chief. I can still smell gold mylar balloons, last-minute cakes, an auditorium-eatery reverberating tittering voices, too many empty chairs, fear, joy, cohesion: we did this, we made this. This endures, in part because of my hand. But mostly because poetry endures, because we are human and being human means poetry is vital to our wellbeing.
The bitter, barked laugh at the suggestion of editor-in-chief alone is still clear as day to me. Ten years after the bile rose, at the head of a classroom I painted purple myself, I’m teaching a lesson in my Form Poetry class on syntax as style. Students who move their bodies and express their joys in ways I recognize listen to me talk about the thing that means most to me: poetry as art, poetry as academics, poetry as experience, poetry as a measure of being human. Four years teaching two classes borne of roiling passion, righteous anger, fought for, carved out, wept over, and I’m learning to speak slowly, clearly; I no longer speed up my lecture when I feel the hook of “nobody cares” pull me lie a guthooked fish, I’m learning to no longer twist on the line.
lumiere is the single point where the threads of my life were gathered into a braid, where it exploded outward with all the structure of sonnet and sestina, the refrains of triolet, rondeau, ballad.
Poetry is an action. Poetry is a promise. Poetry is your lineage, your connection to humanity. Write poems. Write badly. Practice. Continue the tedious, sometimes uncouth, back-breaking and worthwhile work, and we will be looking back on another ten years before we blink.
DIEGO ROCHE
Many years have passed since our first issue of Lumière, but the memories are still incredibly fresh! I remember the love we shared as a cohort, and the creative burst we all felt as we worked together to bring the first issue to life. From receiving submissions, to reading and sharing our thoughts with them... Not to mention the difficulties for getting a printed version; technology was still an issue-phew, we’ve come so far! The result was a first issue filled with voices and visions so excited and eager to be heard and seen!
Ten years ago, I wrote Matador, a story about a bullfighter desperate for love and understanding. Ten years later, this story became the foundation for a thesis film I wrote and directed at the prestigious FSU Film School, in Tallahassee-FL. Suerte de Matar, the film, has had a wonderful festival circuit ride, receiving accolades all over the world. After obtaining my master's in film production at Florida State University, I became visiting professor of Acting and Voice in the FSU School of Theatre.
Matt Walsh has always been my mentor, since my very early days as his first English Major student, along with Joshua Klein. We were the dream team! Matt’s generosity towards my ideas is something that I always cherish, because they have carried me from the classroom at MassBay all the way to where I am now. Between then and now, I’ve grown so much as a human being and an artist. And although the journey has landed me in such a special place, I never forget where it all started. Honestly, the first materialized manifestation of my Art was the first issue of Lumière! I truly hope you enjoy this celebratory issue. It feels good coming home once again!
Award Winners
“You And I” by Jackie Ng, Short Story
2018 CCHA 3rd Place, Eastern Division
"Winter Sunset" by Nicole Caruso, Photography
2022 CCHA 3rd place, Eastern Division
"Wound Care" by Jameson Gillihan, Poetry
2022 CCHA 3rd place, Eastern Division
"The Bridge" by Ness Epshteyn, Short Story
2023 CCHA 1st place, Eastern Division
"Revolution Princess" by Isabela, Lyrics
2023 CCHA 1st place, Eastern Division